Headcanons
- Dean doesn’t look into the mirror anymore.
The last time he did, he lost every control. Castiel found him crying on the floor with a bloody fist, every mirror around him broken.
They never talked about it. But Dean knows, that Castiel will never forget that moment. - Castiel doesn’t call him Dean anymore.
The last time he called him Dean was several years ago, as he found Dean sitting on the floor after the mirror story. - He isn’t Dean.
He’s The Fearless Leader, like Castiel always says, but no one sees that except Castiel. - The first time he experienced sexual interactions with a guy was with Castiel.
He wasn’t able to forget what his angel looked like as Dean touched him and he hoped it would stay like that between them. It didn’t stay like that. - After Sam said Yes to Lucifer, Dean tried everything to safe Sammy.
He tried to call Michael, but the angels left long before that, and stoped caring for the planet. - He hates Angel.
Mainly because Castiel isn’t one anymore and on the other hand, because they left when the world needed them most. - Dean is generally an asshole.
He tries to protect everyone as good as possible and doesn’t care with witch ways. - The hole Camp is looking up to Dean.
At some points, Dean feels like he couldn’t handle it anymore and just wishes that the end would come and everything would end, but it never happens, and he has to put a straight face on and keep working. - Feelings don’t exist for a fearless leader.
One of the reasons why he pushes everyone away from himself. - Somtimes, after a stressful day he goes to Castiel.
Normally to fuck him. There aren’t many times he goes because he wants to talk to Castiel. - He hates Castiel’s Orgies.
After those, he often fucks him harder to show him and remember him, who he belongs to! - He calls Castiel his own.
It’s just a physical thing for him, and at some points he knew that Castiel likes, Dean being so possessive about that. - Dean often leaves the camp to look for food and to have the chance to let out his anger at croatoans walking over his way.
It often happens, when he can’t find Castiel anywhere and needs something to distract himself with. - The only man Dean ever slept with was Castiel
Why? No answer to this question… He denys sleeping with Castiel and keeps his poker face on, when ever someone tries to talk about that. - Castiel has to follow his rules in bed
Dean doesn’t allow him, to give him a blow job, it’s because he doesn’t want to see Castiel kneeing in front of him or doing a bitch job, but he never told him that. - When ever he is pissed, he gets someone and makes him blow him - He knows, that the person feels honored, but he doesn’t care for it.
The gender does not matter, because a blow job is a blow job, no matter if the lips are lips from a woman or a man. - He secretly knows, that Castiel has feelings for him.
But he wouldn’t do anything to make him feel better on this level because he is the fearless leader and a fearless leader doesn’t feel anything. - He started torturing a few years ago.
One of a the reasons, why he isn’t able to look at his reflection anymore. - Sleep is one of his worst enemies.
It gets him, when ever he is unprepared and weak… - Dean has nightmares.
Terrible ones. Mainly from his time in hell, but he often dreams about the current situation. - He doesn’t one anybody to get in his Cabin, except he told them to do so, or allowed them to get in.
Because of reasons. - Dean allowed Castiel to sleep in his Cabin one time.
The ex-angel nestled searching for safety against him.
This night, Dean saw the rest of his wings for the first time, since he lost his grace. They weren’t wings anymore…Not a single feather was on them and it hurt him to see him like this. - He doesn’t sleep, when he is in Company.
Mainly just because of his nightmares and because he wakes up from those screaming and crying out loud - He doesn’t want anyone to see him that scared. - Secrets are safe with him.
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